This month is a quite busy month to me .
i'm feel very panic now . First time 3 assignment are waiting for me !
and ..i feel a bit regret what i did often .. really feel sorry to myself and family .. sorry
and i spend a lot of money for hanging out with friends ..
what the heck !  i feel so lonely...isolated ..
am i awake ? i just want to be happy, forget the pain .This is escape , but also how many times ?
useless is a word that i will never say that to someone else .. but this time , should say on myself .