Suddenly my emotional come again . Had a hard feeling now , stress .. i failed Mr. Colin 's paper .. nobody can understand my feeling right now .. why are colleagues of different life can be ? I do not want to resign the fate ..i think have nobody knows that , after 5 month , if my result can not grade to college requirements , i will not be able to continue my studies . that's mean , i will wasted all the fees .. wasted the money that baba gave me . Perhaps , study is really not for me . why those people can have a good job even do they didn't continue their studies ? but why so hard i need to pay ?God really unfair ..(sigh)
Tear with me . thanks